Right now my friend all I know is that I’ve been
fortunate enough to grow in an ever-changing world, and no matter what, I will
never... not ever, let go of my dreams...
DREAMS... I
have a few, all involve my beautiful family.
WISHES... are
for my voice to be eventually heard, as well as all the emotion contained
within each word and setting. And
if it doesn’t sound conceited, I am hopeful it will allow others to experience
it to the full.
FEELINGS... that
they persist in being continuous and they are never far away from a single
thought.
I
am always surprised where the journey takes me...
Stepping out of one’s
comfort zone in terms of what one writes is mind blowing to say the least... Very
often I find myself talking about facts, the past, present and future. I
discuss how I feel, what I perceive others may believe. It always feels extremely important for me to
share a lot of deep, often confusing experiences that usually becomes clearer
as I go on to discuss further within my own world of words... I always disclose
my writing to be therapeutic, and holding hand on heart, I continue to confirm
that for me, this is so... I always find myself to be comfortingly realistic, with
incessant remarks about my lack of education; I very often wonder where I might
have been today, had my parents been different or if my upbringing had been a
little closer to normal... Other times I feel a little melancholy, especially when
I think I might have been a bit more receptive to possible opportunities... Who
knows, had my life taken a different path I might even have been an accomplished author... Writing words and thoughts full to bursting, impregnated with
my own unique expressions, and novels to delight all the people I want to spiritually
and blissfully touch.
Every day I feel the need to progress with my writing, I very
often write and don’t share... I have two novels on the go and with any
possible luxury of spare time; these will get worked on... Just as much as words are terribly important,
so are people... family, friends & strangers. I feel I have an affinity with all of human
kind... I will profess to liking animals, but not as much as humans. I am able to stand next to a
complete stranger, and feel an amazing amount of information, and on occasion
if they turn to me, we can become engulfed in conversation and it naturally feels like we
have know each other for years. I quite often find myself feeling another’s
pain, happiness, disappointment and I have to make sure that I tell myself in
no uncertain terms, that those experiences are happening to another and not to me...
I have discovered that feeling someone else’s emotions at such an incredible intensity,
may mean I have the qualities of an Empath, and I guess this is why it’s taken
me, heaven knows how many years to be able to distance myself to such an
extent, so that when I receive another’s energy, it doesn’t make me unwell.
I don’t proclaim to know it all, I believe I’ve learned a lot
but I also believe I have a heck of a lot to learn... This is why I consider myself to be
blessed, and it’s also why I live in hope that the PLOT will thicken... ~AngelJane~
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